Today, Zarina came over to us. She'll probably be posting about it later; she told me she would, anyway. Regardless, she showed up at around noon, fighting to keep from crying.
"D-do you mind if I stay over here a-awhile?"
We all looked up to see her standing awkwardly at the divider, choked up and looking hurt.
I walked over to her and nodded, shifting Zachary to one arm so I could put my hand on her shoulder. "What's wrong?"
She shrugged, promptly clamming up and letting her hair slip down over her eyes. I knew she was hiding something, so I led her over to sit beside me.
Casey quickly jumped into her lap, grinning at her, and she smiled back at her. "If something's wrong, Rina, it's okay now." (Casey's nickname for her is Rina.)
She cleared her throat and nodded. I tried not to stare at her; tried not to bug her until she told me what was wrong. Eugene did not do either of those.
"Well, if something's the matter, you can tell us. We won't gossip, if that's what you're worried about." he said. He was sitting in the wicker chair with Audrey and Jordan, and then all eyes were on Zarina, unfortunately.
"I got into it with Ariel and Punzie. So...earlier, everyone went for a walk except for Punzie, Ariel, Fitz, and Logan. Punzie started teasing me for reading. Ariel joined in on it, and went as far as to take my book and throw it off of the table. I jumped up and told them to buzz off, and basically, Ariel pushed me really hard, I tripped, and when I fell, I smacked the one side of my face off of that stupid bench over there. She started to continue harassing me, but Fitz helped me out...I can't stand it over there!"
I gasped, horrified. Before I could say anything, Casey spoke up.
"Sometimes standing up for yourself gets you hurt, but it's good that you did it. I know. And Fitz was really nice to help you, Rina. Why was it bad that you were reading?"
Zarina's eyes clouded with tears, and she hugged Casey. "I know. They were teasing me because they think it's weird to read."
Her face contorted as she tried to understand THAT concept. "I don't know why.."
"Me neither," she cracked a bit of a smile.
Well, my young daughter has a better way with words than I do, apparently. (Well, she wouldn't even have to TRY to be better than me with words!) I was still trying to gather my thoughts! When she noticed my struggle, she shrugged and told me I didn't need to come up with some intricate response, as she hadn't expected any.
"I just want to stay here for a couple of hours...I had to leave that side of the shelf, I couldn't stand it anymore. They've been so terrible!"
"I know. I'm sorry you have to deal with Ariel - she's pretty awful. If you ever need to come over to talk or to just get away from them, Zarina, please don't hesitate. You know our metaphorical door is always open, day or night." I offered lamely. I almost wanted to offer her to stay here, period. She'd be better off, that's for sure. I was worried for her.
Well, she left at around five, once the kids had settled for a nap, and things were calm until around one in the morning. I couldn't sleep at ALL...worrying about Zarina and Jordan, who officially has a smidgen of a cold. It's also been really chilly by the window these past few nights, which can't help anything.
So I was up at around one, making my rounds to make sure that the kids were all warm and comfy. Pascal was buried deep under Audrey and Casey's blankets, as usual. Zachary was bundled up, sleeping soundly, and Jordan, though a little stuffy, was also bundled up and sleeping well.
When I had nothing to do and nobody to check up on, I paced the floor a little bit before heading to the windowsill to stand and look outside for awhile, trying to clear my head.
That's about when Eugene noticed I was gone, and he made it onto the windowsill in record time.
"There you are," he whispered. "What's up?"
I sighed. "Just thinking - go back to sleep. Someone's got to be in their right mind tomorrow," I joked.
He instead came over and pulled me into his arms. "Huh-uh. It's chilly over here, c'mon. Don't want you getting sick, either," he added when I started to shake my head.
Disgusted, I went back with him and burrowed under the blankets, hoping that that would be the last of his questioning.
Psshh, this is Eugene. My husband will interrogate you until he knows exactly what's bothering you, even if it takes all day or night (or both) to drag it out of you.
"What's my girl thinking about?"
"Mmmh...a lot," I shrugged, and he kissed the top of my head.
"Like what?"
Sighing, I flopped over onto my belly so I could look at his face. "I'm worried for Jordan. I don't want her getting sicker, and I don't want anyone else to get sick, especially not Zach. I'm worried for Zarina, too....I was thinking about talking to you about letting her stay here, but I-I don't know. I don't know why I'm so worried, but I just feel like something's up."
He nodded. "I'll get Tangled Fan to give Jordan some meds tomorrow morning before she leaves the room. And I know what you mean about Zarina, but I think she'll be okay. She'll probably be fine once she settles in completely - she's much more shy than you were, so it'll probably take awhile for her to settle in. Once she does, I'm sure she'll be okay. She'll know who to avoid and where to go,"
"Are you sure?" I asked.
He thought for a moment. "No, but I'm going with my gut. Don't worry, I'm sure she'll be okay. And I'm sure the kiddos will be alright and we won't have an epidemic," he teased.
I sighed, faceplanting into the bed. "Okay. Soo I just spent several hours worrying and obsessing over two matters that you explained out in, oh, five minutes?"
He chuckled. "They were valid concerns - and I didn't explain them out or anything, really...I just gave you my opinion."
I nodded, my head still buried into the bed. "Thank you."
"Huh?"
I realized that he probably couldn't understand that, seeing as I kind of had my face mashed into the bed, so I rolled onto my side, slightly embarrassed. "Thank you."
He chuckled, reaching to give me a quick kiss on the tip of my nose before pulling me close and promptly falling back asleep.
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